Yesterday, I had my very first prenatal appointment. My lovely, doctor has decided to my estimate due date will be July 7, 2012 on paper. So as of today, I'm 11 weeks, 4 days.
The appointment was routine and not overly exciting. He is putting in the referral for my 20 week ultrasound that can be done anytime after February 2nd. At this point, if Chris and I want we will be able to find out the gender. Still undecided.....
At first my doctor wasn't going to try to listen for the heartbeat because he usually doesn't like to listen before 12 weeks BUT because I had an extremely full bladder he decided to try... and of course, it couldn't find the heartbeat. He doesn't seemed worried and said we will definitely hear it next time....but of course, I'm already starting to feel paranoid and uneasy. I almost wish he wouldn't have tried to listen for it. So, now I'll be counting and waiting for January 19th for my next appointment.
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Finding Out...
That I was pregnant on October 28th, 2011.... was totally exciting and I couldn't wait for Chris to get home and to tell him!!!! But, immediately after the shock and excitement, all my fears and concerns came flooding back.
Not sure how many people know but this is technically my 4th pregnancy overall but only my second 'viable' pregnancy. I had one miscarriage going into my 12th week (baby stopped growing around 8 weeks) before getting pregnant with Piper. And this pass January I had another miscarriage at 8week (baby stopped growing around 5-6weeks)... both miscarriage started the same way but were completely different. One was harder physically (2months) and the second was done and over with a week and that was harder on me emotionally.
I knew that I wanted to have another baby because I didn't want Piper to be alone but I was hesitant...and Chris was great and patient and my family was a great way of support. As the months, went on I could tell people were just waiting for me to say I was pregnant again but I kept stating that I was taking my time and I wasn't rushing it. That we would start trying or being more 'proactive' starting in the fall around October.
I must say every time I've set my mind and wanted to be pregnant, I've always gotten pregnant within the first 3 months... and voilà I got pregnant in October... I didn't think I was going to get pregnant that fast...so we won't get into how proud Chris is about his super sperm... lol....
I have been sick (back on diclentin) and I've been really tired and I had such a great feeling that this little bean was here to stay, I just never get over that fear, or the feeling of being a failure (which I've felt like twice already)...going the bathroom was stressful...watching as I peed for any chance of blood (how both miscarriages started), extra wiping to make sure, etc.
It was hard not tell anyone... of course, Chris doesn't know it but I did cave and told my sister immediately. I couldn't not tell her. We finally told our families at 8 weeks because I was sick and few people were starting to put two-&-two together.
But seeing the little baby on Monday at the ultrasound.... just expanded my heart once again. I almost forgot the feeling you have the first time you see the baby. I think it's help me connect with the baby even more. Not that I didn't already love the baby but I was just trying to not get emotionally attached (if it's even possible) just in case the worse would happen to us again. I'm so excited and happy...and lovin' the fact that Piper kind understands but doesn't and the little things she says. I'm happy and not surprises that everyone else is happy for us but I think it's some great news to get right before the Holidays. I don't think it hurts to have an little extra happiness this time of year.
Can't wait for my doctors appointment next Tuesday, and hopefully get to hear the strong heartbeat once again!
and for my sister who is casually bringing up that she wants me to name the the baby after her she can keep wishing because I doubt it will happen. Even though Lane, is on our long list of names, I'm not sure I'm lovin' and if this baby happens to be another girl. I've already said that it will have the middle name Francine after Chris' mom, It's only fair, Pipers middle name is Colleen after my mother....and plus if it is a girl, it will be Francine second and probably last grand-daughter.
Not sure how many people know but this is technically my 4th pregnancy overall but only my second 'viable' pregnancy. I had one miscarriage going into my 12th week (baby stopped growing around 8 weeks) before getting pregnant with Piper. And this pass January I had another miscarriage at 8week (baby stopped growing around 5-6weeks)... both miscarriage started the same way but were completely different. One was harder physically (2months) and the second was done and over with a week and that was harder on me emotionally.
I knew that I wanted to have another baby because I didn't want Piper to be alone but I was hesitant...and Chris was great and patient and my family was a great way of support. As the months, went on I could tell people were just waiting for me to say I was pregnant again but I kept stating that I was taking my time and I wasn't rushing it. That we would start trying or being more 'proactive' starting in the fall around October.
I must say every time I've set my mind and wanted to be pregnant, I've always gotten pregnant within the first 3 months... and voilà I got pregnant in October... I didn't think I was going to get pregnant that fast...so we won't get into how proud Chris is about his super sperm... lol....
I have been sick (back on diclentin) and I've been really tired and I had such a great feeling that this little bean was here to stay, I just never get over that fear, or the feeling of being a failure (which I've felt like twice already)...going the bathroom was stressful...watching as I peed for any chance of blood (how both miscarriages started), extra wiping to make sure, etc.
It was hard not tell anyone... of course, Chris doesn't know it but I did cave and told my sister immediately. I couldn't not tell her. We finally told our families at 8 weeks because I was sick and few people were starting to put two-&-two together.
But seeing the little baby on Monday at the ultrasound.... just expanded my heart once again. I almost forgot the feeling you have the first time you see the baby. I think it's help me connect with the baby even more. Not that I didn't already love the baby but I was just trying to not get emotionally attached (if it's even possible) just in case the worse would happen to us again. I'm so excited and happy...and lovin' the fact that Piper kind understands but doesn't and the little things she says. I'm happy and not surprises that everyone else is happy for us but I think it's some great news to get right before the Holidays. I don't think it hurts to have an little extra happiness this time of year.
Can't wait for my doctors appointment next Tuesday, and hopefully get to hear the strong heartbeat once again!
and for my sister who is casually bringing up that she wants me to name the the baby after her she can keep wishing because I doubt it will happen. Even though Lane, is on our long list of names, I'm not sure I'm lovin' and if this baby happens to be another girl. I've already said that it will have the middle name Francine after Chris' mom, It's only fair, Pipers middle name is Colleen after my mother....and plus if it is a girl, it will be Francine second and probably last grand-daughter.
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Friday, December 9, 2011
My little gem....
turns 4 yrs old today!!!!! I call Ruby my little gem because I'm born in July and my birthstone is in fact a RUBY....
I know people shouldn't technically have a favorite but Ruby is by far my favorite niece ;)
(and I'm technically in the clear for saying that because Ruby is my one and only niece.... I have a total of 6 nephews, remember! and i'm 99% I won't be having anymore nieces)
Ruby definitely makes me laugh....and sometimes I really have to think about how she comes up with things...but Ruby is a true kid that lets her imagination run wild.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE MISS RUBY!!!!!
I know people shouldn't technically have a favorite but Ruby is by far my favorite niece ;)
(and I'm technically in the clear for saying that because Ruby is my one and only niece.... I have a total of 6 nephews, remember! and i'm 99% I won't be having anymore nieces)
Ruby definitely makes me laugh....and sometimes I really have to think about how she comes up with things...but Ruby is a true kid that lets her imagination run wild.
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| One of my first pictures with my god-daughter! :D |
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| On the last outing Chris and I took her on. |
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Thursday Thoughts
Hey everyone!!! I know I haven't been around much and I really doubt anyone really notices but I thought I would check-in and post some of my random Thursday Thoughts.
- I must admit that I was a little surprise when I woke-up and realized it was Thursday. For some reason, I've been totally lost when it comes with days. This week as seemed to be lasting forever, so thankfully it will soon be over.
- I'm pretty prone to getting bladder infection, I usually get them every couple of months. So, I'm usually pretty good at telling when I'm getting one and the doctors are usually surprised when I go in because my cultures aren't really high with bacteria yet so they are surprise I can catch them so fast. So, this time I think i'm just going to call my doctors office and ask if I could swing by quickly after work and he can the small urine test at his office... wish me luck, I doubt that he'll agree with me.
-I am soooo excited that me and some good friends will be having our very first Ugly Sweater Party next Friday!!! OMG... i'm so excited...but now I'm on the hunt for an ugly sweater. It will definitely be a good time and i'm sure we'll be laughing about that night for a while.
-I'm pretty much done Christmas shopping just need to care my daycare providers a little something. And something for my parents and Chris' parents. My only concern is when will I have find the time to wrap everything!?! I'm not late night person, so I refuse to wrap at night.
- I must admit that I was a little surprise when I woke-up and realized it was Thursday. For some reason, I've been totally lost when it comes with days. This week as seemed to be lasting forever, so thankfully it will soon be over.
- I'm pretty prone to getting bladder infection, I usually get them every couple of months. So, I'm usually pretty good at telling when I'm getting one and the doctors are usually surprised when I go in because my cultures aren't really high with bacteria yet so they are surprise I can catch them so fast. So, this time I think i'm just going to call my doctors office and ask if I could swing by quickly after work and he can the small urine test at his office... wish me luck, I doubt that he'll agree with me.
-I am soooo excited that me and some good friends will be having our very first Ugly Sweater Party next Friday!!! OMG... i'm so excited...but now I'm on the hunt for an ugly sweater. It will definitely be a good time and i'm sure we'll be laughing about that night for a while.
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| Looking for something like this?!? |
-I'm pretty much done Christmas shopping just need to care my daycare providers a little something. And something for my parents and Chris' parents. My only concern is when will I have find the time to wrap everything!?! I'm not late night person, so I refuse to wrap at night.
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